Purim o dear Karen-Geoff
we quit ages ago
never knowing you bless us getting so fucked-up we dont know rite from rong...
good hamentashen!

*𝗔𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗣𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗽𝘀 𝗪𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗠𝗮𝗻 𝗚𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝟲 𝗜𝗻𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀

i am cared for i am not worthy was spam ever healthy

"COURSE CORRECTION II Dead Reckonings" Joseph A. Dane
Thank you Joe Beauty!

You Telling Stories People Extended Family inside me now!
Your Cadence Swells Flats (to mention Glass Gregorians Buddhists Bach)

We never met you were a string of 1st cousin words "Peter Caroline n Joe" uncle Nathan-Maxine

me-me-me-stuff Family + even my living memories of Kennebunk+port ages 7 9
Sun Storms Big Moving Ocean …Not Pretty But…
11 Local neighbor grit kids found my ages smoking coffee in straws edgy exploits
PLAY wo supervisors hotdogs w 2 beautiful 5¢ pinball machines
Outboard trolling for Mackerel rocks waves for Perch an Eeel on the Kp pier nasty
The dam nasty g-ma g-pa nothing more than a pipe
Adults hardly real old wood '40s radio FDR Dewey Truman Scowlin g-ma
Real sand clambake Real live lobsters boiling up
I still have a 2" scar from the hidden broken beer bottle beach sand treasure hunting
My Pleasure! Os Bill

Give me​ any wood "cottage" anytime
water all windows
nur ein gelegentlicher mensch in sicht

The Camera Sees !
My pictures are Still Straight Street Photographs . . . steps inside
All digital files digitally edited using Lightroom 5
To Conserve My Original Amaze Stun
No multiple-exposures manipulations et cetera 50+ years. Bill Dane

Russel Banks was '90s for me and Berkeley High
My English teacher friend had him come to his seniors' class in '97
He told me after
I was teaching in my always-beginning classes w multi-behavioral 14-18 yr olds
He did not invite us Os

Early 2000s I was told to read "Continental Divide"
then red everything he wrote in published order as always
Town folks snow ice death +
Dane Banks happens why wouldn't it

OPPRESSED PEOPLE BROWN BLACK LIVES MATTER
Eco-Dem-Antifa Socialism offer us all a chance to survive

I played summers xmasses easters at Thacher School in Ojai w my cousins+
My g-pa came from yale to help his bro start the sch & teach their bro had TB they moved to sun
My mother Edith Thacher was born there '13 did the ironing board really hold my g-ma Hilda Blumer during
Later my single mom was underfunded
They did not invite her to send me gratis to Thacher
Always the family pink sheep
I was a chem+ mess in adolescence
g-pa had donated bit of $ to Midland School Los Olivos at it's begin '32
Midland told my mother to send me free
Very rustic us in 2 person cabins w kerosene lamps sleeping bags we chopped wood for hot water
M-S classroom rigor mort actual daily chapel I used to fart in So.Pas. Charlie Webb's face "The Graduate" he loved my rebel much later he took his clothes off
SPORTS no girls saved my ass I loved it that was all the self-pleasuring I needed … et cetera
OPPRESSED PEOPLE BROWN BLACK LIVES MATTER Eco-Dem-Antifa Socialism offer us all a chance to survive Website-Book+ more

Capitalism Produces And Distributes Death And Destruction

I can’t imagine writing fiction
”See Spot run. She’s black and white. Jane hugs her. She has an expression on her face.”
All facts
Not going real good

Gone from us brake Good!
I assume you have a friend w sailboat ?You rent one
Duke took us outta Balboa one day on his
Let nice brother Frank deal I lay down at the bow for the hours
Not pretty captivating I got sick worth it that was enuff of that him
?Back

Oppressed People Brown BLACK LIVES MATTER eco-dem-antifa socialism offer us all a chance to survive
I won't see it
capitalism glares
has us beyond googl homework
here-today TheNewDeal scared the oligarchs into the production & distribution of "our-trumpism"...
I'd hug em for a salvaged planet Single Payer Edu Jobs Housing …

I can't self-publish And do "Gift Culture" Os Bill

Joe you sure we wont make an amozon ¢

​I believe​ you made some cents you better check coz

makin’ a new book w JADane Words my Pictures
ok swell to a shorter amozon production
at least consider this: are you sure we wont make a cent
gonna be bonafide fugacious commie hotties j Os b

O there is stuff to say
there is stuff

what's up with this n that

i love this internet
probably because i dont get most
this penis thing is in my spam 7 times a day
how do they know
they dont care for me
I do physicals showers birth thru the army gyms
no pointing titters no bully

I'm a centuries fucking viking
it's a cold snow ice freeze thing

I have sex stuff hourly
It's almost all of it life hermeneutics

I really need a west-coast me-word for excited kindled stoked aroused juiced stimulated crazed fired burst cracked …gettin' there

but this bullshit about real life dead living coincidence happenstance
excuse me while I pass on law-suits

From Esther Dulberg Dane

..so much to say..while there are moments when the anxiety is on high and shit gets rough, there are also little moments of self-celebration like this one..I have practically been working my whole life toward this moment..these moments..from science in elementary school, peer helper, to oxbow and science of stress and food, health & law, human biological variation and sculpture to little emt to icads to public health & art degree to medical assistant & phlebotomy externship at san francisco general to standing rock to MA at mission neighborhood to nursing school in Stockton and clinical at san joaquin general..to MA at respiratory urgent care..covid testing..up close and personal..to passing the boards and getting my license to nurse extern giving COVID vaccines for the last month..I can finally, FINALLY say I was offered my first permanent Registered Nurse acute care hospital position..while I haven't celebrated in ways many have and i stay in my little safety bubble, mask on, hand washing, sanitizing, shower, brush teeth *panic attack* haha repeat ...i am grateful because i got to see my parents today (safely) i am grateful because i got to talk to many people i love and care about over the last weeks..i am grateful to be alive.

i am celebrating myself today for all my hard work and i will keep going because all people deserve to have good care all people deserve love and peace and resources and connection and language interpreter services and healing and fierce advocacy and gestures of humanity and care in their time of need and I am ready to be at the bedside making sure they get what they need in any way I am able

I will not always be okay because human suffering is devastating and our world is full of it but i will always be satisfied because i will dedicate my time and life to this work because I care about people and i care about the earth i love learning and listening and i won't stop.